Thursday, December 28, 2006

New Year's Resolutions

I think this is the first year that I will not have any resolutions that say "Lose Weight." It's actually kind of a relief to not have that on the agenda at the moment. Unfortunately, I know after the baby arrives, it is something that I need to work on for my own health. I only wish I would have lost the weight before getting pregnant, for my sake and for that of the baby's.
I really don't know what my resolutions are to be-they are usually the same-one involves having better relationships with my friend sand loved ones, one involves eating better and exercising more, one involves losing weight, and another involves being better with finances. Now that the losing weight one is gone at least for 6 more months, I feel a little lost.

I'm not sure what I feel like writing about at the moment. I just feel rather "blah." I feel like I'm finally in the "honeymoon period" of the pregnancy and I should just be full of energy and full of excitement, but in all truthfulness, I am feeling just rather blah. I'm still tired and have trouble sleeping through the night, part of it is having to go to the bathroom every few hours and have a stuffy nose (something else I've found out is common in pregnancy). I didn't get to the shower and out of my pajamas until 4:30 today. I'm not sure for me if it's the not working part at the moment and not feeling like I'm contributing to society. I have so much to do around the house-boxes to be put away, bills to be organized, junk to be gone through, but yet I cannot motivate myself to do anything. Don't get me wrong, I am laughing and enjoying life. I know this particular blog probably appears to be of the contrary. I do feel better than when we first moved here. I don't know if I'm partially depressed or just lonely or just blah.

Does anyone relate to what I'm going through? Maybe it's seasonal affect disorder and I need sunlight. I could definitely use a trip to the Bahamas right now (of course without the tropical drink!).

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